… but sometimes a song can explain your feelings better than you can.
The video doesn’t really jive with how I’ve been feeling, it’s really more about the lyrics for me. I’ve had this rage penned up inside for months now. It’s usually pretty quiet, I don’t even notice it’s there, but the slightest provocation can send it (and in turn me) into a frenzy. I’m not the same person I was a year ago. I was never this bitter, or this hot-tempered, and my thoughts were never anywhere near as violent as they have been. I don’t like this new me, but I can’t figure out how to get the old me back.
Who am I kidding, I hate the new me. I was once Jekyll, and now I’m Hyde. I scare myself.
I just want a happier ending than Jekyll got. I won’t resort to his means to solve my problem.
That’s all. I miss the old me. I miss seeing people as good, as nice.
I really hate this new me.